“I downloaded this porn movie last night, and..”
The young voice two seats behind me on the bus was thick with slicky greedyness. It was brimmed with the proudness that many 13-year-old males tend to carry in their soon-to-crack voices nowadays. The boy was talking to his friend, whom I noticed was not as smug to hear this as the first one seemed to be. But he put on a brave face and tried not to seem any less of a man than his friend. I didn’t care to glance backwards to have a look at this immature boy, but I’m sure a satisifed grin would have been plastered all over the boy’s baby face.
Honestly, how can a thirteen year old sit on a public bus and talk loudly about a porn movie he just downloaded last night? And being proud of it, in addition?
Some pre-teens have somehow gotten into their head that being cool and growing up is all about sex. But sex is a whole lot different concept to them. It’s like a physical test you have to overcome to be a fullfledged man. And even then you en’t really a man. You’re just a silly kid who got it all wrong.
I’m happy to know that they will grow more mature when they reach the point of adulthood. Pleasure is just another benefit of love, and should not be interpreted as a need above all other matters.
May 17th was cold. But great. I had a good time despite the biting wind and cloudy sky. The sun would peek at us from the heavy clouds every now and then, but my skin was too aware of the chill to really notice.
I’ve wanted a long cardigan for some time now. A long one in a bold color such as bright yellow, primary blue or deep green. I finally got down to look for one today, and bought my heart’s desire. It’s not in any bold color, sorry. They only had grey and dark brown, but the brown one was too big for my petite body. I love grey anyways. I have way too many grey outfits.
I have so much to do this week that I don’t even know how I’m going to fit in anything else. I have an assignment, project or test every day of this week. Sometimes even several a day.
Listening to: Harry Potter and The Order Of The Phoenix OST (Surprisingly good!)
Reading: The Host by Stephenie Meyer
Watching: Sydney White (I really like this movie :D)
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i know EXACTLY what you men -.- My class has a few of those “proto-types”. But not to worry, I am quite sure they will grow out of their “insecurness” and grow to be quite mature people.
Yes i know 17th of may WAS quite cold. I was walking in the ” childrens train “?? ( if that what we can call it XP ) and it was raining, so i had to hold an unbrella above me to shelter myself from the rains cold attacks, but alass it left me wounded with ICE COLD FINGERS! I swear i thought they were going to drop off any minute!! And i felt so sorry for the people holding the fans with our schools embelem. Here I was enduring the pain from a simple umbrella and out there somewhere they had probably already lost their hands to the pain of frost……inside i was praying that their hands had already gone numb before they fell off, so that they would not feel the pain and the agony………….
But over on a HAPPIER NOTE :D ME LIKEY CARDIGAN!!! I have been wanting those too!!!!! But i didn’t like a few of them that i found because they had too big buttons ( i am quite picky XP) But i love their “longnessyness” because they are so cute and elegant. they make you seem taller and THAT is what i need! am not staying five foot four forever baby! No sir! XD
So i am going hunting soon. hahaha. I am now RICH RICH! MWAHAHAHAHA *evil greedy lutten is revealed! ( do not be afraid little ones XP, this is just what happen when you mesh me and money………sorry )
And also i see you are reading the host!!! Damn you and your luck!! Why never me??!!!
Oh well i must be patient i guess…….( personal challenge in my case XP )
Well this is my relpy, pretty long eh? well se you soon!!! XP
PS: Senpai! my greates fear has been confirmed!!! O.O my final exam is in mathematics!!! OH LORDY LORD!!! When will my luck arrive!!!!
Twilight related:
The special eddition of eclipse will be out soon, so start pre-ordering. This new special eddition will contain 2 t-shirt tranfers, the LONG awaited cover of Breaking Dawn and last but not least……………..THE FIRST CHAPTER OF BREKING DAWN!!!! GAHH!
Once again I damn my luck! I want it so BAD!!!! XP i hope i get it for my birthday!!! Althought that going to take months…..*cries*
Oh but most cardigans are actually normal length! I just wanted one of the longer ones :D You silly girl! Why don’t you like big buttons? I love them! The bigger, the better!
Mai Linh pointed out that I looked more grown-up with a long cardigan. I tried one of those normal length cardigans which looked so PERFECT together with my babydoll top, but the long one was more my style.
Artsy people. I can see them wearing long cardigans :D
Haha. I feel sorry for all of you who went in any parade at all xD
it was my last year so i felt obligated to my school and fellow students ( i think it has something to do with pride XP )
And also it was the long ones i meant Xp. I don’t like short ones, ( well i do sometime ) but i HAVE to have long, so that they flow in the wind behind me and make me seem taller XP
I am green with envy…………damn your “irish” luck!
And also i love grey!!!! I have too much grey, it makes me seem, i don’t know a bit dull! But who cares, i love grey! Grey, white, green and yellow are my favourite colours!!!
I have to go shopping….which reminds me i want to buy some cd’s too.
GAHH…kiyu! you have this skill where you like to add things on my want-list!!! There’s so much on it now thanks to you I just don’t know how i can afford it all!! XP
Ps: i agree with the artsy fartsy…..it is you :D
Nonono. Love is all about sex. AND! It’s exactly as in porn movies! Always! But seriously… We all grow up and mature.. some day. :P
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The sex in porn movies is all about love. Geez, thought you already knew that?
Oh well, blame the age of 13 : p they’ll grow up some day. Even those two boys on the bus.
Twilight RELATED!:
As you all know it’s Twiliight tuesday today!!! Yey! so here is the update:
An interview with Taylor Lautner where he talks about Jacob:
http://www.mtv.com/overdrive/?vid=234113
Also a Twilight blog written by Eric D. Snider ( it was quite interesting ):
http://www.film.com/movies/story/if-teen-girls-have-anything/11597472/20859825
Also The host has now also been ranked as #1 on The Publishers Weekly Best-seller list. It has also been ranked #1 on The Wall Street Journal Best-seller list!!!
Waydago S.M !!!!!!! Keep raking in those prizes and ranks!!! :D
And also on the 1st of August something special will happen!!! Following the usual time of Twilight, there happens to be a New Moon and a total solar Eclipse, making the morning after: Breaking Dawn! ( morning of breaking dawn: agust 2nd )
AND as we ALL know that is the date set to release BREAKING DAWN! A COINCIDENCE!!!!?? I THINK NOT LADIES AND GENTLEMEN!! EVEN THE UNIVERSE BOWS TO TWILIGHTS AWESOME POWER!!! XP
I will update later if there is more….you never know with Twilight tuesdays, there might just be some more juicy news to come! ;P
Ugh, that’s just disgusting, and I couldn’t agree with you more.
Poor boys have to be able to boost their confidence somehow, no? :P