Loading ...I am not going to Desucon this year due to certain sircumstances I don’t really feel like going deeper into. Please just trust me on this. It’s better if I don’t go. (No, Hoa Mi and Phuc, the reasons we discussed are not the only ones.)
Now I am very sorry for dissappointing anyone who was counting on me to come, I really am! I want to go so badly, but my senses say no. I usually listen to my senses.
I have been thinking a lot about this. Weighing all the reasons pro and against and have eventually come to this conclusion.
It’s just so.. sad. I was going to meet up with several people this year, and also see those whom I haven’t seen in a whole year. I was going to have this fanart stand aswell! And seeing how much demand there are for my paopu fruits, I really am saddened to have to tell them that I am not going after all. I see all the business potential, how much I could gain. Half the success is getting known by the people and get a trade mark so that the customers will recognize you and come again and again. But seeing how I’m not coming after all, I just screwed it up.
And I wanted to come just to see all the people again! And to see all the cosplayers this year! And to get to know them! Oh how unfair!
We decided to go next year instead. I know, I will lose a lot by not going this year. I know, I know. It will be different next year. A lot will be changed. I might not be as attached to some people anymore, I might not have as strong a bond as today. I could strengthen the bond(s) by going this October. I fear to loose what I could have had.
I could gain friendship, hearts, laughter, prosperity and a more solid foot inside the community. I’m wasting a lot by not going. Excluding myself. Fading away.
And I promised to bring Lutten aswell. I am so terribly sorry, Lutt! I know how much you want to go, and I want to show you the community and have you experience it all so much! It’s so huge and thrilling! That is, if you are like me and value even the smallest things. But I am positive that you are.
Yell at me as much as you want. (I would if it was reversed and you weren’t going)
I deserve it after all :D
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Aww, you’re not coming? ;_; Sounds like your reason is pretty serious, so I won’t nag you. I trust your senses. But I still think it’s sad that you can’t make it. I’m sure you’re always welcome to visit me and/or Thomas if you should feel like it/have the opportunity, though. Con or not. :3
And I wanted a paopu!
*hugs* Awww! I’m sorry for you! But I think it’s a good thing that you listen to your senses. Not everyone has the strength to do that.
Don’t worry too much about all the things you’re afraid you’ll miss. It won’t all have changed, you know. Real friends are those you can come back to even after having been separated for a long time – and it seems like you never left. :) And this was not your only chance to get noticed. Don’t worry! ;) Chin up! *another hug*
And guess what – I’ll see you again at Desucon 09! :D Yay!
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Jaja, there’s always next year <3
.. And! You still just remain a person behind the computer.. :( Oh well, till the day we meet! Looking forward to it!
KIYU!! NOOO!! Aw man! who is going to take me now??? My mom was counting on there being a group going and you said you were going to lead us. Oh man!! Now i won’t be able to go before 2010! TT.TT