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Flower power!

July 2nd, 2009 by Kiyu


I juni passerte jeg dørkarmen hjemme med armene fulle av Stargaze liljer (den som er avbildet på layouten min) som var tiltenkt kjemilæreren og religionslæreren min som takk for at de var noen helt fantastiske lærere. Min mor ble smålig sjalu, og siden hun har fødselsdag imorgen og fyller hele 39 år, gikk jeg dermed ut og kjøpte en liten bukett med ferskenfargede roser for skarve 20 kr (!), og ransaket blomsterbedene våre etter komplimentære blomster, ugress, blader og annet organisk dilldall som jeg måtte finne på å røske opp fra jorda.

Og så prøvde jeg å lage en ordentlig, fancy bukett! Skulle hatt mye mer grønt i, men ble likevel ganske fin for å være første gang! Synes det gigantiske rabarbrabladet er det beste ved hele buketten, fufu.

“Ingrediensene” i buketten: Roser, peon, rabarbra, eføy, hundekjeks, irisblader og peonblader.

English speaking readers: I tried my hand at making a bouqet as a birthday present for mom! :)

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[fan art] Clary and Jace

July 1st, 2009 by Kiyu

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“One of the Silent Brothers is here to see you. Hodge sent me to wake you up. Actually he offered to wake you himself, but since it’s 5 a.m., I figured you’d be less cranky if you had something nice to look at.”
“Meaning you?”
“What else?”

After laughing in amusement and gasping in anguish during the adventures of the Mortal Instruments books, I figured I owed the author some fan art for not disappointing. So here it is, a sketch of Clary and Jace, a pairing which brought much joy and pain to me as a reader. Joy because their relationship is so raw and dear, pain because — well, you’ll just have to read it. Clary is an artist who describes herself as ‘cute’, but swearing to jeans and sweaters didn’t exactly make her very feminine. I decided I’d let Isabelle fix her up again before I started drawing her (how can I possibly resist the temptation to make Clary all girly and pretty when she’s got wonderfully red and curly hair!) – note her embarrassed expression.

Jace is his usual sexy, confident and sarcastic self (but good-natured), though how I managed to make him look hot with those stupid, golden curls of his, is a mystery. I even put on the faint white lines of inactive, faded runes on his chest – can you tell? I put some active ones on both of them as well, and I dressed them up in shadowhunter gear! Or at least my version of it. Jace decided – much to our joy – that he didn’t need the black top underneath, the coat alone was sufficient, hurr hurr.

Lutten’s complaining about the design of the stele. Shaddap, that’s how I imagined it while reading! (And the seraph blades look even duller in my imagination when inactive, hehe)

I quite like this sketch, perhaps I should give it a go?

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Et lite steg for andre, et stort steg for meg!

June 24th, 2009 by Kiyu

Teorien er bestått, Jace og Clary venter på meg, resten av dagen og natten skal tilbringes med gode venner – og livet er rett og slett herlig! Mitt viltre hode har vært begravd i teoriboka de siste to-tre dagene og bekymret vettet av seg for at jeg skulle stryke (jeg var så klok at jeg begynte å lese kun tre dager før jeg skulle ta teoriprøva). Hadde jeg strøket, måtte jeg nemlig ha ventet til neste sommer – eller i verste fall 5 år – før jeg kunne fått tatt lappen. Det er fordi jeg da bare kunne glemme å få oppkjøring i tide før jeg flytter til England, med det store trykket som det er her i nedre østre Telemark.

Men jeg bestod, med bare to feil, og jeg er superfornøyd! Da blir det kanskje lappen på meg likevel før jeg drar min kos til Britene :D

De ansatte på kjøreskolen min moret seg stort over min lykksalighet. A smile always brightens the day!

(Haha. Foreldrene mine er superstolte. Hva sier det om ferdighetene mine, tro?)

Hører på: Demi Lovato – Don’t Forget
Leser: City of Ashes (The Mortal Instruments: Book Two) by Cassandra Clare (Am. fantasy)
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Way below my level

June 19th, 2009 by Kiyu

“Kiyu, honey! Hva fikk du i skriftlig eksamen?” Hun hadde allerede slengt seg ned i en av kaféstolene med kjæresten sin, Rune (ja, taperen), før jeg fikk så mye somt kikket i villrede på henne. Der stod jeg i jobbuniformen min med sammentrukne bryn, mens hun forventet at jeg skulle gi henne pene, store tall hun allerede hadde forutsett. Men jeg hadde verken tall eller anelse om at karakterene for sentralgitt skriftlig eksamen allerede hadde blitt publisert til redsel og glede for alle. I min verden skulle de ikke komme før i Juli.

Norsk hovedmål, skriftlig — 3
Engelskspråklig litteratur og kultur, skriftlig — 4
Matematikk R2 — 3

WHAT. THE. HELL.

HVORDAN. I. HELVETE. GREIDE. JEG. Å. FÅ. 3. I NORSK.
Min tutor i alt webrelatert, tmn, delte samme skjebne. Msn tok støyten.
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Dette er way below our level. Et slag under beltestedet!

English-speaking readers: I dropped three grades in one of my finals (Norwegian). THREE. FUCKINGS. GRADES. Excuse my vulgar language, but I was on the top and this smells like something fishy happened in the system. Dropped 1-2 grades in other subjects too, but I’m too shocked about this one to care about the others. SHOCKED beyond words!

Btw, Anna; I checked out True Blood as you suggested, and I’m hooked!

I’ve been writing poetry lately as well – you can find them in Written. They’re actually not quite finished yet (except for the first one), so you’ll probably see some changes every now and then. But that just means you can monitor my progress! :D

Listening: Regina Spektor – On the Radio
Reading: just got a new book in my mailbox, the cover is so NICE!
Watching: True Blood s01e04

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Hair: updo

June 17th, 2009 by Kiyu

After being peed on by Martine’s bunny, I was requested by Lutten to fix her hair for a party she was going to attend later. I let her browse through my image collection of hair styles to see if she liked something. A delighted cry escaped her lips soon enough, and pointing to a picture on the screen, she told me she would love to have that hairdo. She didn’t believe I could do it though, so I pushed her into the chair and showed her the magic my fingers can perform (*cough*)! I even made the rough-thread-ribbon-thing in her hair, I love anything that looks organic :D Click the picture to view a bigger version!


The original from Rasysa, which site I found through Mimi’s blog:

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“Vini. Vidi. Vici.” — Julius Ceasar

June 16th, 2009 by Kiyu

“Vini. Vidi. Vici.”
“I came. I saw. I conquered.”

A splendid motto which I will hereby adopt.

My wonderful friends have gone over this with me so thoroughly now that I am more than half convinced that this is going to sort out. I won’t go into details what it involves – confidential stuff (don’t fret, I’m not going to sell my body; not until I’ve grown a proper chest at least) – but I am blessed to have such supportive and honest friends by my side. I can’t stand it when people rub my back and lie openly to my face, even if it’s just meant as a soothing white lie to make me feel better. No, I’d rather have the harsh reality than some reassuring, empty half-lies designed to crush me in the end.

Thank you, all of you who left me kind words of honest encouragement in my last post — I was so down at the moment and didn’t know what to do. Thanks!

With a newly lit and flickering flame of hope, I am back to the spirited mood you probably are more familiar with! My initial plan was to study biomedicine, and then specialize further in genetics. I have gotten offers at all five universities, so there’s only the choosing and accepting of offer left. York and UEA (University of East Anglia) were the only two unis where I didn’t apply for biomedicine. If you would like to read in detail why I chose what university; go on. If you’d rather spare your eyes for a long post; jump to the conclusion!

  • University of York: biochemistry

I love the fact that the biochemistry course at York includes tutoring groups of only four students, pluss two personal advisors from the faculty of chemistry and biology to monitor your academic progress, in addtion to the usual lectures and labworks. I’ve always been fond of intimate and close teaching methods, it reminds me of the ancient times when the student was directly tutored by a master of the field. A fat lot better than massive lectures where the professor doesn’t even recognize the faces of his students. York is also ranked in the top together with Oxbridge (Oxford and Cambridge) for biosciences, so there’s nothing to complain about when it comes to academic achievements! I really like their method of teaching, but I don’t care enough for the course to waste three years I could have spent more wisely. Although, it could be likely that I would grow to love the course with time. I had no idea that I was going to adore genetics when I first entered upper secondary/high school! Another downfall is that York the town feels unsettling and alien to me. Not a good sign.

  • University of East Anglia: pharmacy

The course I applied for at UEA is MPharm (Masters of Pharmacy), which means I’ll be studying pharmacy for four years and then spend the fifth year working as a pre-reg pharmacist in Britain. UEA is more like the common university with lectures and labworks, although they do give us a supervisor – only that he or she will be more limited than York’s. But UEA on the other hand, felt like home. Wonderfully friendly, green and cosy, with a strong sense of community. Stationed in a former medieval town (Norwich) on its best terms with technology. A pleasant mix of the best of both worlds. It’s extremely important to me that I will feel well and comfortable, wherever I go. That feeling alone can surpass almost anything. After all, I am going to spend the next four years of my life there. And you know what, I haven’t forgotten about the academic part either — UEA is ranked 4th in The UK Times and 6th in The Guardian for pharmacy. Important and prestigious papers; they don’t write bullshit. I trust them, you probably can trust them too. Career opportunities once I return to Norway are excellent as well. Tution fees are higher than the other unis, probably due to the recent refurbishments in laboratories and accommodation.

  • Essex, Queen Mary and Lancaster: biomedicine

The three other universities, where I applied for biomedicine, are Essex, Queen Mary of London and Lancaster. Essex was a downright dissappointment, I’ll spare you the details of my visit there. Queen Mary has a strong reputation internationally, and graduates their students with the fifth highest salary in UK. But being stationed in bustling London, it will be too expensive to attend. Lancaster was just a uni I dotted down to fill the empty space in the form. No intention of going there.

  • CONCLUSION: UEA

I have thought thoroughly through this, and have decided to go to UEA despite their teaching methods and expensive tution fees. It’s a lovely and friendly campus with great facilities, and I can’t help but feel that UEA is a rising star with potential to do great things – I intend to be with them when that happens! But I do wish they had York’s goodwill to do smaller tuition groups.

What are your plans for college/university? Or perhaps you’re already in the midst of it?

Listening: Secret Garden – The Reel
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Social standing does matter!

June 12th, 2009 by Kiyu

I want to cry my heart out! Rip out my guts! Bellow in someone’s arms how unfairly materialistic life can be! Today! In our days! I honestly believed grades, talent and motivation was all that was needed in life. Mother always told me that “money does not matter as long as you work hard!” I thought the poor kids wouldn’t have to give up their dreams because of financial issues! I thought our days meant such possibilities! But how foolishly naive I was! Talents’ not enough. Money does matter. Or it’s just that I don’t have ENOUGH talent. I am aware that I’m not in the elite. I am aware that I may be ‘good’ to some degree, but not good enough. It does hurt.

You kept asking me whether I had decided on a uni and whether I was going to England or not. Yesterday I’d beam at you and start telling you all about the wonders I’ve discovered the last couple of months, the excitement, the trips, the communication, the thoughts and discussions – all and everything. I’d tell you which university I had chosen and I’d tell you why I had chosen that one and not the others, despite the fact that a few of the others are more prestigious. I’d tell you all abut my personal thoughts and reflecting. I’d tell you all about it, in a spirited mood!

Today, I will tell you.. nothing. I need to get over the shock at how painful the tuition fees are with the increasing rates. And thinking about how the fees will only get more expensive each year… I can’t bear the thought right now. I’m just.. I think I could really need for some thoughtful comfort right now. For once, I really think I could.

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Surprise surprise!

June 11th, 2009 by Kiyu

Now, hurry up! Before I realize this is too embarrassing and decide to remove it!

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Muntlig eksamen i Religion og etikk overstått!

June 10th, 2009 by Kiyu

48 timer før eksamen ble denne oppgaven trukket:

Menneskeverdet kan begrunnes på ulike måter. Gjør rede for sentrale begrunnelser for menneskeverdet i kristendommen, islam og livssynshumanismen. I svaret ditt skal du sette disse begrunnelsene inn i religionens eller livssynets helhetssyn. Forklar ut fra din forståelse av religion hvordan den både kan brukes til å verne om liv og ødelegge liv. I svaret ditt skal du legge vekt på hva som kjennetegner religionens funksjon og komme med konkrete eksempler.

52 timer senere.

“Ja, dette er jo en solid karakter i toppsjiktet.” Med elleville sommerfugler i magen og skyhøye forhåpninger stod jeg og trippet foran sensor i dommedagens time. Alle fem eksamenskandidater hadde gjort unna sitt, og vi ble kalt inn én og én for å få høre dommen. “Jeg har gitt deg karakteren 5.”

Noe knuste innvendig.

Jeg skal ikke benekte at jeg ble en smule skuffet da jeg virkelig satset på toppkarakter. Jeg tror han kunne lese skuffelsen i ansiktet mitt, enda jeg jobbet iherdig for å opprettholde pokerfjeset, for han var rask med å forsikre meg om at dette var en “sterk og solid femmer”. Men hva hjelper det meg om den er svak eller sterk når det bare kommer til å stå 5 på vitnemålet? Som begrunnelse for hvorfor han ikke ga meg en sekser, pekte han ut at jeg hadde eh.. bommet litt på en liten del av eksamensoppgaven min og i tillegg kunne ha vært litt mer tydelig/konkret på det siste sinnsyke spørsmålet han stilte meg (eksamen bestod av 15 min. presentasjon + 15 min. spørrerunde). Jeg driver ikke med gjøn når jeg sier at han hadde noen “sinnsyke” spørsmål. Spørsmål som jeg kunne satt meg ned med og fundert over, ikke spørsmål som jeg skulle ha kastet sammen et svar på i løpet av sekunder! Likevel følte jeg at det jeg fikk rasket sammen av tanker var både reflektert og betenkt nok…

Jeg skal nå likevel ikke klage. Han ga meg mye skryt for hvor “flink” jeg var. Hvor mye han legger i ordet “flink” aner nå ikke jeg, men forhåpentligvis var det mer enn hva et dagligdags “flink” uttrykker. Det gjorde meg ekstra glad da han slo fast at “slik skryt gir jeg ikke til hvem som helst”. Jeg liker han, jeg. Han var en dyp og filosofisk lærer.

Gratulerer, Kvamme, med sekseren! Den har du virkelig fortjent! (Denne jenta kom gråtende ut av klasserommet, mer ydmyk jente skal du lete lenge etter!)

Til slutt vil jeg gjerne takke Audhild, min fantastiske religionslærer, for at hun fra og med første time – uten å være klar over det selv – klarte å vise meg at religionsfaget ikke trenger å være noe sabla herk. Nei, jeg har ikke blitt omvendt av noe slag, jeg er fortsatt den svært sekulære buddhisten jeg alltid har vært!

English-speaking readers: all my exams are over, and I have officially finished High School/Upper Secondary School. Well, not officially, since the ceremony hasn’t been held yet.. But in a practical sense, I have :)

Hører på: Secret Garden – Fields of Fortune
Leser: City of Bones (The Mortal Instruments: Book One) by Cassandra Clare (Am. fantasy)
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Zero-zero-one

June 7th, 2009 by Kiyu

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I saw my bunny hop and spring —
he bounced with such Delight!
And as I watched I yearned to cling
to him with all my might!
His eyes so wicked, Oh! So full
of playful mockery of my state
He came to taunt; “Why, so dull!”
for I rejected with Grace.

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